I've probably said this before the last time this happened, but again, I
really do appreciate your taking the time to read and comment. We haven't
talked much lately and I do feel a bit guilty about it sometimes. Like all
I'm doing is taking in this friendship and not giving anything back... I
wish I could play FFXIV with you guys at least. :P
I don't know about being faultless, but at the very least I seem to invite
these huge stressful arguments onto myself. In the back of my mind, I know
that it's going to happen, but in the heat of the moment I just forget that
I need to step away and Abort Mission. I didn't even care about who was
right or wrong, I just wanted to explain myself - but she takes even that
as an affront to her.
Thank you. I am progressing towards breaking away from her, though it has
been slow and there's still a long road ahead of me. Hopefully I can endure
until I'm finally in a position to move out.